Memori..

Hari nie ader majlis "Pedoman", so seperti biasa pasti ade pesembahan tak lain "Dikir Barat" tapi buat pertama kali aku tak "join" kengkawan ku, ramai juga yg megeluh dan bertanya.Bukan aku tak mahu tapi aku perlu berehat seketika menenagkan fikiran(ciwahhh...) tanpa aku pun pasti diaorang leh buat yg baik.Biar aku ubat dulu rajuk kat hati aku ni then aku pasti akan kembali semula, sebab yg salah bukan kengkawan aku, so aku tak patut menghukum orng yang tak bersalah..lagi pun mana boleh tahan selama aku berkerja disini aku tak pernah terlepas semua ni, dengar je bunyi-bunyian tu..adusss...tak sabar tunggu "event" yang seterus nya..so just wait n see..

Because Of You..

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

(chorus)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with

(chorus)

I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing

(chorus, but slightly different)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid

Because of you..

-KC-

Kad kawin pasen baru..hehehe

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby, it's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I don't mean to drag it on,
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

-BSB-

Hari - hari yang memenatkan...

Baru sekarang aku dapat menghirup udara segar dgn sepuas-puasnya,hilang sudah sesak di dada setelah beberapa bulan aku mengharungi hari-hari yg memenatkan dalam hidup ku.Bak kata uncle astro tuu..macam2 ada,heheh sempat lagi aku nak melawak nie,walaupun aku hampir-hampir putus asa.Untunglah teman2 yg sudi "melecture" aku ni.Aku kan lebih berhati-hati selepas ni,aku sudah bosan menjadi mangsa,serik,jemu benci semua ada.Biarlah perkara nie menjadi iktibar tuk aku dlm menilai seseorang,tapi susah jugak kita nak menilai orng kan.Apa pun jgn bila kita berada di atas kita lupa bahawa kaki nie sentiasa berpijak di bumi.Setinggi mana pun kedudukan kita, kita tak ade hak tuk merendah2kan org lain hanya kerana kedudukan yg kita ada.

My 1st Step..

Assalammualaikum...

Hai semua, buat pertama kali nye aku ader blog sendiri. Seronok melihat rakan-rakan dengan blog mereka sendiri , so aku pun nak mencuba jugak,mungkin tak sebagus mana tapi tak salah jika mencuba..hehehehe.