Aku

Saat aku menulis nie aku kat opis lagi..semua member dah balik coz ari sabtu so half day keje. Aku pun tak tahu nak nulis ape tapi sejak akhir2 nie, ada saje rasa kurang enak yg bertandang di dlm hati. Satu2 perkara yg ku paling tak suka ialah perasaan sebegini. Puas aku buang segala prasangka yg bersarang di dalam jiwa..tapi ianya macam coklat, sekejap ada dan sekejap hilang. Kekadang membuat aku rasa bosan pada diri sendiri(heheheh ada ke camni). Mengeledah "pantry" kat opis jumpa novel..bacalah...ermm tajuknya "Masihkah Ada Kasih" karya Sharifah Abu Saleh.Novel yg tak setebal mana pun amik masa 2 hari nak abis...tapi baca novel pun tak ilang rasa nie..

Minggu depan hari yg ku nanti, dapat balik kg tapi misi yg utama nak pergi nengok bola sepak, antara hospital aku dan hospital di melaka. Kalau ada rezeki berjumpa dgn chatters di melaka Si Blackwira dan ehem2, tapi tu semua perancangan aje..bab bola mmg pasti. Argghhhhhhh..ape nak jadi ni..benci lah ade perasaan camni..hermm mungkin aku kurang sibuk kot..tu yg terbawa2 perkara yg bukan2...atau aku terlalu sibuk sampai tak ada masa tuk diri sendiri....ish mana satu nie.

Minggu lepas aku beli bear nie..apa lagi kalu bukan kaler biru tu...hehehe my MighTY bear..dan juga tiny bear yg kaler hijau tu...wheheh..best..best..sure korang kata aku cam bebudak kan...belilah satu..tuk anak ke..tuk ehem2 ke..untuk sape je...

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you

~HoObAsTaNk~

Dari wayang ke entah apa-apa...

Ahad yg lepas aku g nonton wayang bersama rakan2, walau rancangan asal nya agak ramai yg akan hadir tapi akhirnya hanya kami berempat aje..aku tak kisah asal kan aku dapat menonton cerita yg ku nantikan apalagi kalu bukan "Cinta". Bagi aku cerita tu mmg best..aku tak pasti untuk yg lain..apa yg ingin ku katakan bahawa aku sempat nangis lagik..wakakkaka..sib baik orng di sebelah tak perasan..ada diantara kisahnya yg membuat aku sedih..adehhh camner lah leh leleh airmata nie...tapi ade jugak yg mencuti hati dlm cerita nie..yerlah seorang seniman jalan yg mendendagkan lagu tuk orng ramai..dat guy..mmg funny..

Then abis wayang kami pulang lah ke destinasi masing2..terima kasih kerana korang sudi gaks datang walau yg dua orang tu lambat..heheh..nasib baik ade galeri seni petronas tu..hermmm sesambil menunggu g tngok drawing..nice..Mlm dapt berita gembira dari sorang teman nie, ermm cinta sudah berputik lah katakan atau pun bak kata orng bertepuk bukan sebelah tangan..heheh..baguslah so teman aku nie tak sunyi lagi, dah dapt pengganti harap dirinya dan keluarga akan dikasihi, walaupun aku rasa msih baru lagik..tapi jodohkan tuhan saja yg maha mengetahui...ish cam pantun laks..wakakka..coz so far aku kenal dia pun baru lagik, orng nya baik, penyanyang pada keluarga harap org yg di kasihi dapat menghargai dirinya nanti. Harap tak lupa pada teman2 yg pernah ada di seklilingnya suatu hari dulu.

Cuma risau nya pada usia, tapi bagi ku pula usia hanya satu nombor..so apa ada pada nombor..wakakkak, hope tak ada orng ikut cam aku nie...yg muda leh di didik..wanita nie kan lahirnya dari rusuk lelaki jua, bengkok..kalu nak di lurus takut patah, kalu tak di lurus selamanya bengkok..jadi sebagai lelaki haruslah pandai ye tak..nampaknya akan merasa naik minyak ke ek?..

Eh aku merapu ke nie hehehhe..hermm yg pasti perjalanan aku nie yg masih panjang lagi, dan tak lama lagi tahun baru akan menjelma lagi..harap aku dapat memenuhi segala resolusi..kalu tak kena "forward"..payah jugak nanti. Oklah cya...

Januari

berat bebanku..meninggalkanmu
separuh nafas jiwaku.... sinar
bukan salahmu.....apa dayaku
mungkin benar cinta sejati tak berpihak.. pada kita.......

kasihku..sampai disini kisah kita
jangan tangisi keadaannya
bukan karna kita berbeda
dengarkan dengarkan lagu... lagu ini
melodi rintihan hati ini
kisah kita berakhir di januari

selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
oh..... pergilah..........

Oh..kasihku..sampai disini kisah kita
jangan tangisi keadaannya
bukan karna kita berbeda
O..dengarkan lagu... lagu ini
melodi rintihan hati ini
kisah kita berakhir di januari
oh.....oh........o..yea..
oh..dengarkan lagu... lagu ini
melodi rintihan hati ini
kisah kita berakhir oh..berakhir
berakhir di januari
uh....berakhir di januari

~GlEn~

That's The Way It Is

I can read your mind and I know your story

I see what you're going through, yeah

It's an uphill climb and I'm feeling sorry

But I know it will come to you, yeah

Don't surrender

'Cause you can win

In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and your heart's left in

doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

When you question me

For a simple answer

I don't know what to say, no

But it's plain to see, if you stick together

You're gonna find the way, yeah

So don't surrender'

Cause you can win

In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and your heart's left in

doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

That's the way it is

When life is empty

With no tomorrow

And loneliness starts to call

Baby don't worry, forget your sorrow

'Cause love's gonna conquer it all

All...

When you want it the most there's no easy way out

When you're ready to go and your heart's left in

doubt

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

Ooh

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

That's the way it is

Don't give up on your faith

Love comes to those who believe it

And that's the way it is

-Celine Dion-

Sebelum dan selepas

Hari ada masa skett nak duk kat opis bos dan menggunakan pc nyer..heheh..(kejam tul aku nie), actually aku tak ada benda yg penting nak nulis just saje2 buang masa. Erm seorang lagik rakan telah pun mempunyai blog nyer sendiri..akhirnya..dia menulis juga..meluah kan rasa hati kat blog, lihat dari cara menulis jiwang karat seh mamat nie...hehehehe..

Aku ada buat fotokopi pasal satu buku nie..aku nak kasi kat member aku lah..tapi sape orng nyer biarlah rahsia kang ade pulak kecik ati kat aku coz tak kasi mereka sama, sorylah geng bukan tak mo bg kat u all jugak tapi aku rasa cam suka kasi kat depa nie je...heheheh sekali lagik ya ampunnnn.. Smlm aku keja sensorang kat reception area tuu..letih tul, kerja aku nak kena buat, benda lain pun nak buat jugak..tapi bila dah tugas tu kena lah jalankan dengan amanah tanpa boleh merungut, kalu nak bising2 dlm hati je lah. Then balik rumah ptg skett.. so tidur pun awal lah..tapi tak lah awal snagt lepas borak2 sama tapir...

Kalu nak kata bab hati pulak..mmg selalu kacau je..jiwa ku kacauuuuuuuuu...tapi aku tak kacau orng pun..yerlah kalu nak kata rindu di hati nie..dah tak terkata..orng tu bila nak balik malaysia last aku dengar suara seminggu sblm raya posa hari tu..lepas tu..dah tak ade dah...hahhaha.. sib baik tak meroyan aku nie(rasa orgn mengandung je kot kena penyakit tu). Aku teringat coz ade sorang kwn nie bertaruh dgn pujaan hati cuba tak mo call lah..hemm hamik ko bak kata pepatah melayu" kerana pulut santan binasa" "kerana mulut rasakan kan sakit rindu"..wakakak leh ke wat peribahasa camtu..perosak bahasa tul jet nie...last2 yg lelaki kalah..bagi aku dia tetap kalah..heheh tak kira lah taktik dia camne pun..yg pompuan steady...tapi tuu luaran je , dlm hati tetap bersuara siapakah agaknya si dia berhubung di saat kita tidak bersua muka dan bertukar sms dan bertelefon...hehehehe

Alhamdullilah..aku nyer loan dah approve so tak lama lagi leh lah bikin rumah my parents..yg nie kena minta nasihat pakar..sape lagi tuu..yg duk puchong tu...kekekek. Benda yg aku tak sabar nak buat hujung minggu nie pergi nengok wayang bersama rakan2..pastu hari isnin cutiiii..yihaaa..lepak kat umah best..best...so korang semua itu je...boissss..muahhhh

Because You Love Me

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'cause you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'cause you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'cause you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'cause you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

~CeLiNe DiOn~